well hi
hey everyone long time since i was here and not to much time to chat b/c as you all know i have a busy scheduele to attend to. i am gonna be startin track next week and i have to balance that with more karate and stuff... im gearin up for the new year of tournaments and stuff in the free style sparring division and i am gonna try to stay localities to around my style, for at least weapons style at least. some of those kids of those other styles are quite creative and crazy, and idk if i would fair that well yet.... if you dont know this i am takin the year off of wrestling and quite frankily afta i made some mistakes, well lets just say that most ppl couldnt let them go, so i dont think i am gonna go back, not at least to the wrestling team at this schoo. there are some kids who are pretty cool and good to get along with, but the majority just dont know how to grow up and its unfortunate, but its just more on the balance that draws me away from that team. i can be a good wrestler i know i am, i need to be healthy and i need to be on a team that is like a family, not with a all this desension and pride being tossed around like cannon balls. as they crash, they make such an impact, sometimes these kids dont understand why i do things the way i do, but as long as the truth is known about things, i dont see why there is a point to makin such a big deal about it, maybe its just me but idk... my shoulder has sucked lately and so has my back and my neck... everything is startin to fall apart and part of me is letting go of my oldself, i can feel it, i am so unmotivated and so down all the time lately. between my body feelin like shit, ppl treatin me like shit, all this work i have to do for all my classes, workin, tutoring, and trying to keep my car maintained that is always something else that has to go wrong cuz that is just my luck... life isnt good
life outside of that is ok... me and female freind are doing ok, but its sad that we live so far away from eachother... but she is comin up this weekend to visit and i am so happy... this weekend is gonna be busy i have to help my folks with my little sister's b-day party on sat. and then i am goin out with the lady freind sat. night and maybe even friday too, cuz i miss her sooooo much. then on sunday is jocelyn's birthday, so i am gonna take her out to dinner, but just in case she reads this, i will not mention where i am takin her haha...
the rest of the week is gonna be busy as well... i have 2 tests left this week, and a quiz later today... scool has beeen hectic, and really all cuz of one class, my orgo class, which i thought would have been better than this, but it is not and that just sux... i just found out that he is gonna throw nomenclature out the window and that we wont do it, which sux b/c i am really good at nomenclature. o well... other than that not too much is hhappenin. i have started to look at grad schools and baseball programs in the spring, and hopefully i can try to play year round next year that would b e awsome, but who knows lets see where the spring and the summa go, i need a team still to play for at this point. there is a team down in middleboroough that my cousin plays for, well its football and baseball, semi-pro, and i think i am gonna look into it. i think i would do quite well... and at least it will b sports that i love to do and ones that i know that i can play well, and with ppl that are a little more of the definition of team than assholes...
ciao
matty
life outside of that is ok... me and female freind are doing ok, but its sad that we live so far away from eachother... but she is comin up this weekend to visit and i am so happy... this weekend is gonna be busy i have to help my folks with my little sister's b-day party on sat. and then i am goin out with the lady freind sat. night and maybe even friday too, cuz i miss her sooooo much. then on sunday is jocelyn's birthday, so i am gonna take her out to dinner, but just in case she reads this, i will not mention where i am takin her haha...
the rest of the week is gonna be busy as well... i have 2 tests left this week, and a quiz later today... scool has beeen hectic, and really all cuz of one class, my orgo class, which i thought would have been better than this, but it is not and that just sux... i just found out that he is gonna throw nomenclature out the window and that we wont do it, which sux b/c i am really good at nomenclature. o well... other than that not too much is hhappenin. i have started to look at grad schools and baseball programs in the spring, and hopefully i can try to play year round next year that would b e awsome, but who knows lets see where the spring and the summa go, i need a team still to play for at this point. there is a team down in middleboroough that my cousin plays for, well its football and baseball, semi-pro, and i think i am gonna look into it. i think i would do quite well... and at least it will b sports that i love to do and ones that i know that i can play well, and with ppl that are a little more of the definition of team than assholes...
ciao
matty