haha hello again my friends

Aug 18, 2005 11:24

lol its been a while since i saw your face. haha. i am takin some time from work to update, cuz i know you all are just dying to know whats new haha... and believe it or not it isnt a complete bitchfest this time hehe. so we'll start of lately. i got to see missa again last night, we hung out with greg and ashley, and well thats a different story for a different day. haha. but i am so happy i got to see missa. i know she is afraid of getting to close, i also know that i am a huge switch from what she is used to, (including the fact i am not tall). But i know in my heart, eventhough i know i can seem like i am maybe clingy or afraid or even anxious, but i really am not, and i feel that everything is gonna work out fine, just as it is suppose to, no matter what her or i or ne one else does. when i get to see her, and feel the special connection i have with her, and even when we're away for a while, i am just that much happier to see her. i am kinda afraid in a little sense that only one other girl have i fallen for so quikly, and i am afraid to fall faster than she is, and so i am trying to be careful. its hard wen your heart says one thing, and not something else. THE PUZZLE PIECE JUST FITS JUST RIGHT, and i know that we will make it. i see great things for us, as difficult as it is going to be come school year, i see this only getting better. i guess i am also afraid to lose what i get from her, that feeling i get, the connection, the everything... so i guess i am kinda afraid, but at the same time, i am slowly, but surely, conquering that fear. i can only hope i give her as much as she gives me... but sometimes i ? that, b/c i dont know.

ne way... after that random tangent... i will say we went out last night and didnt go to the drive in b/c of miss ashley goin to boston to speak with the media and wat not, that will be cool to see a local kid on the news haha. so we went to green harbor in marshfield, and we chilled there, then we went to dunki's and met really weird ppl haha. this is all comin afta the moreau and gaudreau experience tearin through foxborough haha. we played some hoops and some catch and i broke my sandal's. then we drove around my area, yellin at random ppl, and wavin to them and doin other stuff in a festive manor, and then we went to my house and i helped mikey with his hittin a littl bit, then we went to pick up ashley... i have been using a lot of money goin back and forth, i now have a lot of freinds who live in foxborough, and i am thinkin about staying with gaudreau for a while durin the school year so i might be able to see missa a little before things get crazy for the both of us, and so i can get work done away from the hells of home.. i need the fires to burn down a little bit. in more news, i have been workin my ass off lately and i have to work at bk soon. i got a 10 C raise and they think i should be happy with that, haha, they got another thing comin, its called a civil junction of labor law suit haha. fuck burgerking, they are soooo goin down. i have been to the cape a couple times lately too. and well thats a different story for a different day.

now i gotta get back to work, but i shall return prolly soon i hope. school starts soon ahhh....and i have notin ready cept for my payments for the year. a whole $120 for both seme's, not bad eh?

well matty mo is out (sorry no quotes today)
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