Aug 08, 2006 21:52
im having this epiphamy of my life where all the sudden im taking everything into perspective, and challenging everything that i stand for/believe and just whats going on in my life in general. im wondering if i like the person i am, if i like the whole area im living, if i regret things ive done in the past, and just seeing how i feel about everyone around me. i've been thinking about what would happen in my life if i had done certain things differently...if i had played certain relationships with people out differently....idk. but, the good thing is i know i love my friends. although i could use some closer ones, i think im alright for now.
im really looking forward to going to school. for some reason i always like going to school and i always have. being around all the people you love every single day is probably the safest feeling you can have, and i like to learn, so fuck you.
im pullling a brittany fritz: do you think its good to want to go back in your life and change some of the things you've done? im not neccessarily sure if id want to change things, i just really want to relive so many times just so i can really take in how meaningful some experiences were to me. its so amazing looking back on the tiniest times with friends and rewlizing how that time was a turning point for your character, and how certiasn little things shaped the person you are. im crazy