hey baby what's your minor? got your major in my pants

[mattxxx]

So I'm nearing the date that will mark me being alone for 3 years now, the majority of the time since I left high school. College did not lend to many romantic encounters. Post-college led to less, actually that's inaccurate. It's led to none. I'd have to say 80% of the time I've been alright with my 'new found' solidarity, but it's starting to wear on me now as other things in my life become more trying. The situations I've been putting myself in don't help much. I'm still chasing a ghost, and the fact that it's keeping just barely out of reach, teasing me is keeping me going back for more. But I really just do not have the time or, well, the personal ability to move on to something new, but the simple truth, I've been pretty lonely for a long long time.

She's right, I am a sap.

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