23 and I can't breathe

[mattxc04]

Well Halloween was this past weekend. I went as a chick magnet.  I traveld to bloomington normal to hang out with some friends from highschool.  It was a fun and for the most part pretty uneventful.  We just went to 6 strings a country bar that had a pretty good band playing. Me being the social loud mouth I am managed to meet some new people.  I am still battling this sickness off, its getting better but im still not 100%.  I have been trying to string together some consitency with working out and running but last week was real tough with the shitty weather and getting ill.  I can notice changes in my face just from the little working out ive done so far.  I have been setting minor goals for myself with life ingeneral because I noticed that I have become another person  just going through the motions and thats not me.. I realize now that ever since I couldnt run and stopped running I had become depressed and not the great person I was.  Thats mainly what has prompted me to start working out again.  I need to challenge myself, with life, the harder the challenge teh greater the pay-off and satisfaction.  i know taht Im here on this earth for something big.  What that big ball of greatness is?  Well that has yet to be revealed to me.  Just when you think you know why and have everything under control... BOOM.. wrong...  so I just wait patiently for it to come to me.

I will be heading to Miami this weekend just for a quick stint to get away for a while and expirence a new city.  That should be a whirl wind of fun.