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ok. to expand on my last entry a little-
I actually do kind of like paying bills. It makes me feel grown up and responsible. I'm just tired of feeling broke. To fix this I should probably get another job or go to grad school so I can make more money which I will need to pay off the even bigger loans that I will have acquired. But I am not confident enough in anyone idea that I have to feel like it's worth going back to school for...
I am tired of Chicago. I am really looking forward to summer here, but I dont really want to be here after that. I desperately want to go camping this summer or go on a fun adventure this summer. With friends. We could go hiking and drink and take photos and swim. Or I'm thinking that it might be fun to live out in cali for the summer. But I dont know where. Cali is big. Or i could stay the summer out in chicago and then just move to cali.... I dont know.
Dear God. Will you please put someone in my life who can give me direction. Or will you give me the ability to make solid decisions?
I actually do kind of like paying bills. It makes me feel grown up and responsible. I'm just tired of feeling broke. To fix this I should probably get another job or go to grad school so I can make more money which I will need to pay off the even bigger loans that I will have acquired. But I am not confident enough in anyone idea that I have to feel like it's worth going back to school for...
I am tired of Chicago. I am really looking forward to summer here, but I dont really want to be here after that. I desperately want to go camping this summer or go on a fun adventure this summer. With friends. We could go hiking and drink and take photos and swim. Or I'm thinking that it might be fun to live out in cali for the summer. But I dont know where. Cali is big. Or i could stay the summer out in chicago and then just move to cali.... I dont know.
Dear God. Will you please put someone in my life who can give me direction. Or will you give me the ability to make solid decisions?