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Gah.
I hate when its late at night and nobody's around to talk to. Jay went home for the weekend. Fun. Actually, the weekend should be pretty good, Erick's gonna come pick me up and we're gonna chill at his college..I miss that kid.
I hate thinking about money. Being poor sucks. I have like no options either. So much stuff is coming up too. Even worse. I need to save up for that, which would limit what I can do until then. There's the Ani concert, and prom, and I need clothes..gah. I don't want to think about it. I don't plan on touching any cash unless it has something to do with long Island. Liz won't let me become a drug dealer. That's not too fair. hehe. I wish I could go home like, every weekend. Or Liz and the kides lived here. I wouldn't mind either too much..
I took my first test in CS1, I still have so much fing trouble with that shit. It sucks hard. Things should be simpler. Everything gets too complicated.
I just realized I have spring break towards the end of march, that's fing awesome. I'm gonna make the most of it so hardcore..gonna make a bit of cash, make up for some lost time..it'll be good.
School even ends in the beginning of May, I can't wait. I'll miss some of my friends up here, but half of em have become potheads anyways..so eh.
More people should be about at 12 AM. I hate computers. I should throw mine through the window. When I'm finally home from this place I swear I'm gonna go on like 3 times a week, to check my junkmail or play a game or something. That should be enough ranting for one night.
I'm oot.
Matty.
I hate when its late at night and nobody's around to talk to. Jay went home for the weekend. Fun. Actually, the weekend should be pretty good, Erick's gonna come pick me up and we're gonna chill at his college..I miss that kid.
I hate thinking about money. Being poor sucks. I have like no options either. So much stuff is coming up too. Even worse. I need to save up for that, which would limit what I can do until then. There's the Ani concert, and prom, and I need clothes..gah. I don't want to think about it. I don't plan on touching any cash unless it has something to do with long Island. Liz won't let me become a drug dealer. That's not too fair. hehe. I wish I could go home like, every weekend. Or Liz and the kides lived here. I wouldn't mind either too much..
I took my first test in CS1, I still have so much fing trouble with that shit. It sucks hard. Things should be simpler. Everything gets too complicated.
I just realized I have spring break towards the end of march, that's fing awesome. I'm gonna make the most of it so hardcore..gonna make a bit of cash, make up for some lost time..it'll be good.
School even ends in the beginning of May, I can't wait. I'll miss some of my friends up here, but half of em have become potheads anyways..so eh.
More people should be about at 12 AM. I hate computers. I should throw mine through the window. When I'm finally home from this place I swear I'm gonna go on like 3 times a week, to check my junkmail or play a game or something. That should be enough ranting for one night.
I'm oot.
Matty.