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[matttheripper]

today was a basic day school sucked, i got in trouble, went to tech and got blow off again because i dont smoke anymore. is it really worth it, not to smoke i mean, it seems ive lost more "friends" this way. i know there not true "friends" but there the people who gave me the illusion they cared.it seems everyone hates me, my parents, my friends, and the porson i care for with all my heart. i miss the good times. so as of right now im lookin for some new friends. im having a party tonight and i want some good people there. call me 243-3390 or im me jesustheripper6. ill leave with my new favorite quote( thanks matty c):
"how can i laugh tommorrow
when i cant even smile today"
matt c