my life
I am now in my apartment all alone. Martha who was staying for a month has left and gone back north. I hope she does well there. I am getting used to being alone again but slowly feel myself slipping into depression a little. I really need to work hard to make sure that doesnt happen.
Mia has stolen another 300$ from me that she took out of the bank on Sunday. That was money for my rent and she went and took it. I am done with that. I cant deal with this happening.
My mind is a fragile thing sometimes. I feel myself slowly going backwards on the treadmill of emotions lately and thats not cool. My life goals are pretty simple. I just want to be a good person and a good husband and father someday. Will these ever happen? who knows. Right now I am trying to just be content with who I am. I am a good person, I have a good heart, I am a child of God. I know I have a lot of positive attributes to share with people. Right now I am struggling but I will rebound. I feel alone sometimes even though I have family around.
Work is going well. Hockey and bowling are good. I am doing pretty good at them I guess. Sarah is coming home next weekend and I think we are getting a coffee which will be good. I miss her.
I saw my nephew the other day and he is doing good. He is some cute. 2 weeks old yesterday. I have hockey tonight. Then I am going to go home and try and sleep.
Anyways just needed to vent for a bit. Peace
Mia has stolen another 300$ from me that she took out of the bank on Sunday. That was money for my rent and she went and took it. I am done with that. I cant deal with this happening.
My mind is a fragile thing sometimes. I feel myself slowly going backwards on the treadmill of emotions lately and thats not cool. My life goals are pretty simple. I just want to be a good person and a good husband and father someday. Will these ever happen? who knows. Right now I am trying to just be content with who I am. I am a good person, I have a good heart, I am a child of God. I know I have a lot of positive attributes to share with people. Right now I am struggling but I will rebound. I feel alone sometimes even though I have family around.
Work is going well. Hockey and bowling are good. I am doing pretty good at them I guess. Sarah is coming home next weekend and I think we are getting a coffee which will be good. I miss her.
I saw my nephew the other day and he is doing good. He is some cute. 2 weeks old yesterday. I have hockey tonight. Then I am going to go home and try and sleep.
Anyways just needed to vent for a bit. Peace