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I have a feeling that the decision i've made will not go over smoothly, but this is the first time that i am standing up for myself and doing what i know is best for me. i've come to grips that el paso is not the place for me and i have the ability to get out while i can thus postponing my trip to california. i need to get my apartment taken care of, and then leave that place so that i can make my way to buffalo to start things there. i know that there were plans made in my favor, but this is a plan that i cannot hold back. this is a plan that i have to accomplish before my heart changes for the worse.
i'm sticking up for myself and i hope that you can all understand.
i'm sticking up for myself and i hope that you can all understand.