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[mattstoerr]

if this is what broken and bruised feels like... then im pretty sure i've hit rock bottom well... obviously this is over dramatic, but when you think that you have found something in someone that seems to make a whole lot of sense for where you are in life things are fairly nice feeling. then there is always the quick fall, at least in my workings. it's pretty impressive how much i let it get to me seeing as how i have no need for it to effect me in any sort of fashion. i mean, i guess i could make a case for myself so that i could justify my sorrow-filled head, but there isn't a point in doing so. if i do that then i seem to be in a state that im really not in.

regardless.
it sucks.

and im still trying to figure out the best way out.