would God scream at us if He knew we wouldn't listen?

[mattsharp]

it's funny to think that today will be the first day that i haven't seen brenda since she went to summer camp and i went to yosemite in june. the time has gone by so quickly with her. it doesn't even seem like we see each other every day. sometimes it's only for an hour or less. either way, she is so wonderful. i would say "i miss her," but what i mean by that is the same miss that i have whenever i'm not with her. a day without brenda will not kill me. i am fine with it. i think it is healthy for our relationship. all i know is that Jesus is really good and part of His goodness is brenda in my life.

as we wait here for a sign
we are greeted by the end of time
these streets aren't paved with gold
You are my everything
my soul is growing cold

last night i saw some friends and hung out with them. they are wonderful people. i feel like writing music.