i've got the company car...
sometimes i feel as if i wish i could take back everything i have once said or done. it is really hard for me to express my emotions. i am terrible at doing so. i am terrible and not being such a freak. i am a total freak sometimes. i don't know what to do and i get bored with myself, and i am really annoying. i shouldn't hang out with people. it is just dumb for them to have to deal with me. i am glad that God will always be here for me. no matter how stupid i am, He knows my heart even when i cannot express myself. i think that my lack of expression is why i really have urges to paint, draw, and make music all the time. Lord please help me with all of this. i cannot do it without You. if anyone needs any prayer, please let me know.