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i dont post here much anymore. thisll probably be my last one. there might be the odd 'hey this is happening check it out' post, but who knos. ill probably still read and stuff, and comment from time to time but yeah i dont think ill be filling in any more pages of the journal.
on a completely unrelated note, im kinda sad at the moment.
it comes and goes. like its here then ill worship God then itll go away and as soon as i stop itll come back.
its my cat. like we've had him for 15/16 years. thats longer than my sister has been in the family. like so needless to say i love simon (my cat). he would curl up on my bed or just sit in my room keeping me company. would rub up against me lots. heh i remember this one time when he was a kitten he jumped into the dryer and sat there for a while. we took a photo. it was funny.
so anyways, hes dying. he stopped eating, and all he would do is drink water. now hes stopped drinking too. his meow's sound so weird now. its clearly evident that he is dying.
so right about now my parents are discussing whether or not to have him put down. i dont want them to. like i was imagining what id do if they came home and wanted to take him to the vet. id act like a 7 year old and lock myself in the bathroom with him and not let them in. thats what i want to do.
i know he's only got a couple days left, so im going to pat him lots. not that i havent been doing so before he was dying, but i want to do more now.
it happens though hey.
[Jesus] Just one moment here with you
means more than anything to me
Just one moment in your presence Lord
Just one touch of your Spirit Lord
Your presence Lord, means more than anything to me
You; are all i ever wanted, all i ever need my Jesus
on a completely unrelated note, im kinda sad at the moment.
it comes and goes. like its here then ill worship God then itll go away and as soon as i stop itll come back.
its my cat. like we've had him for 15/16 years. thats longer than my sister has been in the family. like so needless to say i love simon (my cat). he would curl up on my bed or just sit in my room keeping me company. would rub up against me lots. heh i remember this one time when he was a kitten he jumped into the dryer and sat there for a while. we took a photo. it was funny.
so anyways, hes dying. he stopped eating, and all he would do is drink water. now hes stopped drinking too. his meow's sound so weird now. its clearly evident that he is dying.
so right about now my parents are discussing whether or not to have him put down. i dont want them to. like i was imagining what id do if they came home and wanted to take him to the vet. id act like a 7 year old and lock myself in the bathroom with him and not let them in. thats what i want to do.
i know he's only got a couple days left, so im going to pat him lots. not that i havent been doing so before he was dying, but i want to do more now.
it happens though hey.
[Jesus] Just one moment here with you
means more than anything to me
Just one moment in your presence Lord
Just one touch of your Spirit Lord
Your presence Lord, means more than anything to me
You; are all i ever wanted, all i ever need my Jesus