freaking out

[mattpilgreen]

do you remember
window panes
and holding hands
in falling rain?
do you remember
up above
the happiness
and all our love?
well, now...
somehow...
I'm freaking out
if these medical wraps
and scar tissue maps
on my arms
weren't an alarm
these bullets are

do you remember
on the day
that you said, "yes"
so suddenly?
do you remember
how we looked
at each other
we were hooked?
well, now...
somehow...
I'm freaking out
if these medical wraps
and scar tissue maps
on my arms
weren't an alarm
these bullets are

we pulled the plug
on this fight
we disconnect
I cut myself I night
we don't connect
I cut myself at night