Jan 09, 2007 05:57
So this is my first post in a long while. I lost my password and never bothered to get it back again. A lot has happened since then and I've been down for a while, but I think that things will be alright soon. My sleep schedule has been terrible for a while and I've been fixing it and breaking it over and over again. For a while I wasn't even getting sunlight, which was probably adding to being depressed. I've been getting more sunlight lately though.
I've been trying very hard to make myself into a better person. Ever since the breakup I've really been able to analyze myself and try to pick out a good number of my problems. As much as I wish it didn't happen it needed to so that, at the very least, we could both become stronger people. It may be sad and hurt a lot but in the end I truly believe we'll become better people because of it. Right now things are really weird between us, hopefully they won't always be though.
I watched Death Note. I saw episode 1 at the tower of high sorcery and when I got home I watched the rest of them. I finished around 9 am, ha. I can't believe how much that series pulled me into it. The highpoint in the series so far is when Kira is talking to the the FBI agents widow and finally gets her real name, then he writes her death and says "Oh by the way...I'm Kira." The expression on her face is priceless and I was like "OH MY GOD!!" Crazy stuff.