*What's next in life??*
We'll today has been an alright day. Im sitting at home waiting for matt to hurry up and get home. He's at Wal-Mart getting some stuff for Roger. In my opinion roger should have went and got it if he really wanted it done. And of course ill probably be stuck here because of roger:( ...Which is really iritating since it feels like matt would rather be doin this then hanging out with me. It' s so weird for some reason ..I feel like things are falling apart between us sometimes. It really bothers me and i don;t feel like I have control of our relationship anymore. I was thinking this morning that somehow my life is changed and im not sure if me and matt werent together if i'd be happy anymore in life. Everyday it seems like there's something new to ruin my happy thoughts and bring me down..I guess i have to get use to it...God please help me be stronger!...I love matt!!...
;)Rachel