I can see it in your eyes...
no time for nothing. Working as much as i can. It's not too bad though. I FINALLY got to see Megan again, and then Core, Mollerz, Otis, & Chloe visited me and stuff. I wish i had more time for everybody, it felt really good though to see everybody again. It's like they recharged my batteries. I worked 35+ hrs this weekend including a 13 hr day and i'm not even that tired. I feel like something is backing me up, it feels good. Nothing to worry about, just do my best at everything and things will be ok. I barely comunicated with anybody in a while, it feels different but for some reason it's not dragging me down anymore. I can keep myself company again, and i really missed it. Good times on and off, but being mentally around myself again gives me the energy to keep going no matter in how much pain i am. Just a little longer matty. 1st friday of next month i'm planning on having over a grand in cash, which is strictly towards my car. After that i only have 1 month left to make it to at least $3500. Nobody ever said it'd be easy, heh. Longer days would make things easier, 24h's is just not cutting it. We can't have everything though, can we. I'm listening to Armin van Buuren's A State Of Trance 212 and couldn't be more satisfied. I'm one again. Maybe the whole thing about geminis really is true, maybe i lose my other half somehow and stay off balanced until i gain it back in some way. Who knows, def need to think about that sometime. Oh and I LOVE ASHLEIGH WALSH that never came on friday and hates me. Ash, just marry me and make me the happiest man alive. Imma go lay down and enjoy this night as long as it lasts.