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I may be an asshole, but whenever i see someone advertise their relationship, or the fact that your dating someone, i want to stab you in the fucking eye with a screwdriver.
i think i'm just losing my grasp on my anger issues.
but yeah, fucking bored, fell asleep, got woken up, now i ain't sleepin.
sometimes i'm almost grateful for my solitude, it gives me time to grow, and mature. i feel distant from everyone, sad? Yes, but i guess this is the way it has to be untill this is over, i can't be close with people i never get to see. Well, i mean i am, but mentally when i'm up here i get rather withdrawn, nobodys gonna respond or read this anyways, personal venting then.
i grit my teeth with antici[ation about spending a night in a bed that does not kill my back.
My bike is sitting in my room but i have no inclination to touch it. It's driving me mad to know that i may be growing out of riding that piece of shit.
i also miss leanne. too much for my own good.
I miss kris more though, as shitty as that sounds, the kid was my best friend, and i've lost all connections with him, i'd give my left kidney to talk to him.
well i'm off to the land of no slumber.
peace out.
i think i'm just losing my grasp on my anger issues.
but yeah, fucking bored, fell asleep, got woken up, now i ain't sleepin.
sometimes i'm almost grateful for my solitude, it gives me time to grow, and mature. i feel distant from everyone, sad? Yes, but i guess this is the way it has to be untill this is over, i can't be close with people i never get to see. Well, i mean i am, but mentally when i'm up here i get rather withdrawn, nobodys gonna respond or read this anyways, personal venting then.
i grit my teeth with antici[ation about spending a night in a bed that does not kill my back.
My bike is sitting in my room but i have no inclination to touch it. It's driving me mad to know that i may be growing out of riding that piece of shit.
i also miss leanne. too much for my own good.
I miss kris more though, as shitty as that sounds, the kid was my best friend, and i've lost all connections with him, i'd give my left kidney to talk to him.
well i'm off to the land of no slumber.
peace out.