They know exactly where despair and commerce intersect.
photographic evidence of me smiling before the onset of the illness, photo by A. Sheridan. A.J. and I were evaluating the crucial dance moves that were transpiring before waves played their first set ever.
I'm finally feeling better after a horrible week of being sick and having zero energy. By some grace of nothingness I was able to get As on my tests despite being totally fucked on a regiment of 14 pills a day. I had a sinus infection, apparently strep throat that wasn't strep throat according to my temp physician. I started getting bad side effects from one of my medication, started getting thrushs and stuff. Now i'm on medication to take care of that, awesome.
My grades are looking pretty good despite the anxiety attacks i've been having from desperately studying last minute. I don't want to jinx myself, I have a whole lot of work and tests coming up in these last few weeks. I'm registered at delta through fall, taking spring classes also so my gpa should be looking good especially for transfer standards. I need to decide on a four year school and a major. I'll probably start applying as soon as my transcript updates after spring, because the way it is now would limit my options. Hopefully, I can get admitted to a decent school, then i'll finish my associates by going part time at delta next winter. So then I'd be all set to start the following fall or winter semester at the latest. The largest hurdle i'm facing is housing. I know very little about it, like my options for loans, etc. My other concern is that I want to go to school that honors my macro and allows me to transfer the majority of my credits. I've been checking admission standards and assuming that I do as well as I have been then that shouldn't be a huge problem. An additional concern is like say places like state honor many of my courses that say central wouldn't but state wouldn't accept everything from my liberal arts certificate like any other university in the state would. I would probably be already set with transfer stuff had I not been so indecisive when i started. I kept dropping classes and was really ill prepared mainly because I couldn't schedule for shit. I don't think I want to keep studying business, it doesn't give me the same satisfaction like liberal arts and humanities courses. I think I've matured quite a bit and acquired a much higher work ethic as a result of taking them. I just hate money, social mobility is important but not that important to me. I'd rather learn more and feel satisfied with the culmination of my work then just rush out to find permanent employment. Though on the other hand actually finding a job and having financial security might be nice.
I want my records to get here, and I want to go back to sleep for a few days. I've been studying a lot and watching arrested development/ 80s horror movies non-stop. Most importantly I want ryan to stop using blanka's beast slide.
I'm finally feeling better after a horrible week of being sick and having zero energy. By some grace of nothingness I was able to get As on my tests despite being totally fucked on a regiment of 14 pills a day. I had a sinus infection, apparently strep throat that wasn't strep throat according to my temp physician. I started getting bad side effects from one of my medication, started getting thrushs and stuff. Now i'm on medication to take care of that, awesome.
My grades are looking pretty good despite the anxiety attacks i've been having from desperately studying last minute. I don't want to jinx myself, I have a whole lot of work and tests coming up in these last few weeks. I'm registered at delta through fall, taking spring classes also so my gpa should be looking good especially for transfer standards. I need to decide on a four year school and a major. I'll probably start applying as soon as my transcript updates after spring, because the way it is now would limit my options. Hopefully, I can get admitted to a decent school, then i'll finish my associates by going part time at delta next winter. So then I'd be all set to start the following fall or winter semester at the latest. The largest hurdle i'm facing is housing. I know very little about it, like my options for loans, etc. My other concern is that I want to go to school that honors my macro and allows me to transfer the majority of my credits. I've been checking admission standards and assuming that I do as well as I have been then that shouldn't be a huge problem. An additional concern is like say places like state honor many of my courses that say central wouldn't but state wouldn't accept everything from my liberal arts certificate like any other university in the state would. I would probably be already set with transfer stuff had I not been so indecisive when i started. I kept dropping classes and was really ill prepared mainly because I couldn't schedule for shit. I don't think I want to keep studying business, it doesn't give me the same satisfaction like liberal arts and humanities courses. I think I've matured quite a bit and acquired a much higher work ethic as a result of taking them. I just hate money, social mobility is important but not that important to me. I'd rather learn more and feel satisfied with the culmination of my work then just rush out to find permanent employment. Though on the other hand actually finding a job and having financial security might be nice.
I want my records to get here, and I want to go back to sleep for a few days. I've been studying a lot and watching arrested development/ 80s horror movies non-stop. Most importantly I want ryan to stop using blanka's beast slide.