"Life is divided into the horrible and the miserable."
I need to find a job because i don't have one anymore.
Fourth night without sleep. So pumped on bio tomorrow morning.....yeah.
I feel awful.
I don't eat, i sleep at random times. I've been pretty miserable in general and i hate myself for feeling so pathetic. I miss a lot of my friends, experiences are pretty empty if there's no one to share them with. So many people completely disappeared within the last year.
I need to be less distracted, nothing really excites me.
I'm really tired of wasting time. I don't want to be inconsequential.
Life would be much more fulfilling if i spent my time making it easier for other people. I'm really tired of this apartment and the same scenery, the ignorant and inconsiderate. Life would be a lot better if we weren't all so pompous. Honestly, to be yourself and hold true to you convictions is the most important thing to me. It's so cliche to say but it seems that passion is dieing. I think we all have very similar problems but we just don't like to be vocal. It's so much easier to not have an opinion. Homogeneous thinking is what really terrifies me.
What do i know anyway, because I lack talent. I'll never know that sense of fulfillment.
Everyone leaves for a reason.
"One person makes a difference, most people think not, but I believe one person can accomplish a lot."
The contribution and the sincerity means a lot to me.
Fourth night without sleep. So pumped on bio tomorrow morning.....yeah.
I feel awful.
I don't eat, i sleep at random times. I've been pretty miserable in general and i hate myself for feeling so pathetic. I miss a lot of my friends, experiences are pretty empty if there's no one to share them with. So many people completely disappeared within the last year.
I need to be less distracted, nothing really excites me.
I'm really tired of wasting time. I don't want to be inconsequential.
Life would be much more fulfilling if i spent my time making it easier for other people. I'm really tired of this apartment and the same scenery, the ignorant and inconsiderate. Life would be a lot better if we weren't all so pompous. Honestly, to be yourself and hold true to you convictions is the most important thing to me. It's so cliche to say but it seems that passion is dieing. I think we all have very similar problems but we just don't like to be vocal. It's so much easier to not have an opinion. Homogeneous thinking is what really terrifies me.
What do i know anyway, because I lack talent. I'll never know that sense of fulfillment.
Everyone leaves for a reason.
"One person makes a difference, most people think not, but I believe one person can accomplish a lot."
The contribution and the sincerity means a lot to me.