Airport thoughts
Right now Im at the airport in Naples.
I had a really good week with Katie. My only regret is that I wish we had planned it to be longer. The reason we didnt was that we were both working. But ofcourse I dont care enough about my job to even want to work more, and with the hours in Katie's job it isnt hard to work around them. I just wish we had realized this earlier. Then I could have stayed maybe even a few more days. One good thing is that in 12 days I'll be picking Katie up in Philly on my way down to vacation in Cape May.
I hate the way I feel right now. The worst part is that I feel this way everytime I leave her or she leaves me. Just sad and confused. I still think its worth it, and I still love her...
but its hard.
I had a really good week with Katie. My only regret is that I wish we had planned it to be longer. The reason we didnt was that we were both working. But ofcourse I dont care enough about my job to even want to work more, and with the hours in Katie's job it isnt hard to work around them. I just wish we had realized this earlier. Then I could have stayed maybe even a few more days. One good thing is that in 12 days I'll be picking Katie up in Philly on my way down to vacation in Cape May.
I hate the way I feel right now. The worst part is that I feel this way everytime I leave her or she leaves me. Just sad and confused. I still think its worth it, and I still love her...
but its hard.