Uhh is this normal???
Ok I cant get her off my mind. I dont want to but even if I did I cant.
I think about her all the time now. I am so happy she said yes. I really enjoy being with her. In her prescene I am so happy. I love hearing what she has to say. Even when she isnt talking I love being around her. She has this "vibe" ya no?? I like when she looks at me and I feel comfortable. I never feel comfortable. I am always uptight about my weight. But around her I dont care. She makes me feel like I dont have to. She dig's the way I am funny and something about being sweet. I like her soooooooo much.
We were at Cody's house earlier. She and I were sitting on the couch alone. KT was keeping Cody busy outside and Greeno was playing with his knives outside. So we were all alone. We were listening to Im already there by Lonestar. I wanted to reach out to her. I wanted to kiss her. But I didnt. I mean we were at Cody's house in his living room on his couch and it didnt feel right. So I didnt. And then theres the fact that I dont want her to feel uncomfortable. So yeah. I really like her.
I NEVER have felt like this before. What I had with Beth was intense but I didnt ever think about her all the time. I really got fed up with Beth to easily. I mean we fought all the time. It wasnt a relationship based on love. More of rebellion. I didnt like her parents. So instead of being with her I was thinking of ways to piss them off. It just wasnt cool of me. I should have broken up with her earlier. I promise I will never treat Megan like that. EVER!!!
She has beautiful eyes. Hazel. They are perfect. Thats another thing. I dont know what she sees in me. I mean she is #1 in our class and shes really smart and funny and man is she Beautiful and funny and when she smiles... man when she smiles it stops my heart. She has a beautiful smile. And her Laugh. I just cant stand not being around her. I think about her. I am really excited she said yes and I am gonna go to the fall Formal with the most beautiful girl there. And I think that I will look stupid walking into the fall formal next to an Angel. But I dont care because that is mindset she cast on me.
Peace
I think about her all the time now. I am so happy she said yes. I really enjoy being with her. In her prescene I am so happy. I love hearing what she has to say. Even when she isnt talking I love being around her. She has this "vibe" ya no?? I like when she looks at me and I feel comfortable. I never feel comfortable. I am always uptight about my weight. But around her I dont care. She makes me feel like I dont have to. She dig's the way I am funny and something about being sweet. I like her soooooooo much.
We were at Cody's house earlier. She and I were sitting on the couch alone. KT was keeping Cody busy outside and Greeno was playing with his knives outside. So we were all alone. We were listening to Im already there by Lonestar. I wanted to reach out to her. I wanted to kiss her. But I didnt. I mean we were at Cody's house in his living room on his couch and it didnt feel right. So I didnt. And then theres the fact that I dont want her to feel uncomfortable. So yeah. I really like her.
I NEVER have felt like this before. What I had with Beth was intense but I didnt ever think about her all the time. I really got fed up with Beth to easily. I mean we fought all the time. It wasnt a relationship based on love. More of rebellion. I didnt like her parents. So instead of being with her I was thinking of ways to piss them off. It just wasnt cool of me. I should have broken up with her earlier. I promise I will never treat Megan like that. EVER!!!
She has beautiful eyes. Hazel. They are perfect. Thats another thing. I dont know what she sees in me. I mean she is #1 in our class and shes really smart and funny and man is she Beautiful and funny and when she smiles... man when she smiles it stops my heart. She has a beautiful smile. And her Laugh. I just cant stand not being around her. I think about her. I am really excited she said yes and I am gonna go to the fall Formal with the most beautiful girl there. And I think that I will look stupid walking into the fall formal next to an Angel. But I dont care because that is mindset she cast on me.
Peace