Confused
OK I need some comments on this one.
I broke up with Beth about a month or so ago. Didnt want to but I am happier now than I was when I was with her. I then took an intrest in a girl named Debi Taylor. However I found out that her parents wouldnt want us to date so i got rid of that concept. We are good friends. But I have liked a girl in my class since before Beth and I have broke up. Her name is Casey Cox. I asked her to the fall formal as a friend. Dunno why I did it because I am sure to be rejected.(Used to it) I didnt even have the balls to give the note to her in person. I had megan give it to her. Not a good start. Or end if the case be. But the thing that made me go for it is the fact that something about her stuck in my mind. And I go to her Youth Group. So that is a plus. I hope she goes to the FCA J-Fest this year so i can admire her from afar and who knows I might even talk to her. Probably not because i am a spineless loser. Now lets talk about this Zell thing.
I pray that I wont have to fight him. It is an even match but if I can i would like to spare bloodshed. However I will not roll over and be his bitch. If he gets in my face I dont know if I will have the courage to pray for him. I know god will always be with me and I hope and pray that he will stay my hand so as zell and I wont fight. Zell wont be unfair. His friends will be but Zell and I have got to fight one on one or I wont stand a chance. I dont want blood to be spilled but if push comes to shove i will fight fair. None of my friends. No weapons. Just me and him. My street fighting against his. God be with me and let me ask for forgivness in all that I may do and please steady my hand.
I hope Casey will go to the dance with me but I am not sure. But look at me. I am not attractive in any way. I am not that bright (AMEN). The only things I have going for me is My humor and my relationship with God. I dont know if she would even want to be my friend. I mean she has always been really nice to me. She even said "Hi, how are you" at the Youth Group "Bonfire" on sunday. Man she is cute.
Ok time to vent on Beth. WTF!!! Ok when I was hanging out at Debi's house we went to the library. Apperently that was hanging out in front of Beths house. WTF. Just because she is insecure and wont let me go dosent mean she has to trash me to Julie. And telling Julie everything sexual we had ever done wasnt proper. But you know what if she wants to act like a Bitch she dosent need me to talk to her. And by the way It really dosent phase me in the least that she is trying to make me jealous with Jared. I dont care. Just proves that she is Sluttier than I thought. LOL. Right
Cody has not had a very good couple of last days. I feel guilty. Most of it had happened because of the game. I am really sorry man. I would give anything to take it back. I have know idea what Kathy would so brutally ground you for but if it was because me tell me.
Josh lost the house. God be with him please. Help him to see the light in the path and guide his footsteps to happiness. He dosent deserve all this shit. He has always been a good friend. He really loves Courtney. Let him be at peace.
Well I am gonna go to sleepy. Nighty Night
I broke up with Beth about a month or so ago. Didnt want to but I am happier now than I was when I was with her. I then took an intrest in a girl named Debi Taylor. However I found out that her parents wouldnt want us to date so i got rid of that concept. We are good friends. But I have liked a girl in my class since before Beth and I have broke up. Her name is Casey Cox. I asked her to the fall formal as a friend. Dunno why I did it because I am sure to be rejected.(Used to it) I didnt even have the balls to give the note to her in person. I had megan give it to her. Not a good start. Or end if the case be. But the thing that made me go for it is the fact that something about her stuck in my mind. And I go to her Youth Group. So that is a plus. I hope she goes to the FCA J-Fest this year so i can admire her from afar and who knows I might even talk to her. Probably not because i am a spineless loser. Now lets talk about this Zell thing.
I pray that I wont have to fight him. It is an even match but if I can i would like to spare bloodshed. However I will not roll over and be his bitch. If he gets in my face I dont know if I will have the courage to pray for him. I know god will always be with me and I hope and pray that he will stay my hand so as zell and I wont fight. Zell wont be unfair. His friends will be but Zell and I have got to fight one on one or I wont stand a chance. I dont want blood to be spilled but if push comes to shove i will fight fair. None of my friends. No weapons. Just me and him. My street fighting against his. God be with me and let me ask for forgivness in all that I may do and please steady my hand.
I hope Casey will go to the dance with me but I am not sure. But look at me. I am not attractive in any way. I am not that bright (AMEN). The only things I have going for me is My humor and my relationship with God. I dont know if she would even want to be my friend. I mean she has always been really nice to me. She even said "Hi, how are you" at the Youth Group "Bonfire" on sunday. Man she is cute.
Ok time to vent on Beth. WTF!!! Ok when I was hanging out at Debi's house we went to the library. Apperently that was hanging out in front of Beths house. WTF. Just because she is insecure and wont let me go dosent mean she has to trash me to Julie. And telling Julie everything sexual we had ever done wasnt proper. But you know what if she wants to act like a Bitch she dosent need me to talk to her. And by the way It really dosent phase me in the least that she is trying to make me jealous with Jared. I dont care. Just proves that she is Sluttier than I thought. LOL. Right
Cody has not had a very good couple of last days. I feel guilty. Most of it had happened because of the game. I am really sorry man. I would give anything to take it back. I have know idea what Kathy would so brutally ground you for but if it was because me tell me.
Josh lost the house. God be with him please. Help him to see the light in the path and guide his footsteps to happiness. He dosent deserve all this shit. He has always been a good friend. He really loves Courtney. Let him be at peace.
Well I am gonna go to sleepy. Nighty Night