Jul 15, 2006 13:32
To all a good night.
I am feeling like a chapter in my book of life is about to close. I am turning 18 in october so essentially this is the last summer I can just be a kid.
I hurt you. I am sorry. But can you honestly tell me you are not happier now?
To my friends, thank you. You have stuck my my annoying little self throuhg thick and thin.
To those who got caught up in the teenage drama, you are welcome. I have made you all normal in a unique sort of way.
And to all others, I am now done. My live journal will shortly be thrown away. Why post for everyone to see? My life is messed up. And I am now a Man.
You see as a child is is impossible to make mistakes. You only have learning. However transforming into an adult I have a theory that all that changes. You now are completely capable of screwing up. And in essence it is only recognizing that you have made mistakes that can truly influence something we have all strived to reach. Maturity. We spend half our lives growing up and the other half? The other half will be spent missing these years so much it is almost unbearable. A poem from Robert Frost
"Natures first green is gold
Her hardest hugh to hold
Her early leaf's a flower
But only so an hour
Then leaf subsides to leaf
And Eden sinks to greif
So dawn goes down to day
NOTHING GOLD CAN STAY!!!"
Farwell to all