Who I have been hates who I am and shit is going to change.

Jan 28, 2006 19:47

Congradulations. I have finally snapped everyone. You can now go fuck yourselves.

I am done conforming to fit everyones perspectives. I am going to be me. And I am going to be happy. I can trust my friends. Or some of them. This list of people are they only ones that will ever have my full trust.

Jeremy
Cody
Brett
Rachel
Nate
Josh (this is arguable at points because of your woman)

There is my list. Here is the reasons

Greeno- Good Job. You managed to lie. It turns out that I dont have any remorse for you. Every time Cody or I have a girlfriend/intrest iit is all pish for poor little greeno. GET OVER YOURSELF. IF YOU WOULD OPEN UP AND NOT PITY YOURSELF MORE THAN ANY ONE MAYBE YOU WOULD FIND A GIRL MIGHT WANT TO BE AROUND YOU. YOU DRIVE THEM AWAY AND THEN BLAME YOUR APPEARANCE. THINK ABOUT IT. You lied. Was it worth the shining moment?

Eric- Shallow huh? Amber must have said it. She is only a close friend of mine. But you know what eric? If you were a man you would get to know me. Too late. And I am shallow?

Josh (sometimes)- This is shearly because I have no trust in courtney and she is the one that has the biggest influence on you.

Richard- You seem to turn into someone else around girls. Hmm...

Lacey- You are really manipulative. So why do you expect me to like you?

Megan- I am sure someone will print this off for you. Be more careful with the WeBo guy. Probablly wont deal with your shit too much longer.

If you were on neither list then you are fine. Just dont expect me to be close with you. I am sorry everyone (no I am not). CARPE DIEM

I am sorry for the pain I have caused her. If only she knew how I felt. But that is beyond the point. I am confused and so is she. She needs to know that she can trust me. I wont hurt her. I would take a fall to rise her up. TRUST.

CARPE DIEM
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