Jan 11, 2006 16:29
I am tired of fighting.
I talked to Jeremy. I promised to stop. Beth can vouch. I am no longer doing it but it has become somewhat of an addiction so I have withdrawal. It hurts when I eat. But I am stoping for three reasons. God, Jeremy, and Rachel.
My body is a temple and it turns out I was hurting it.
He is my Best friend.
She has stopped talking to me. I can not stand it. We are not even dating and I miss her so much. I love being around her and it isn't fun haveing her not talk to me. I really wish I could see her and talk to her. But until Jeremy tells her I have quit she wont talk to me. I let a sheet of gold slide through my hands.
Working Chrysalis (S.O.G.G.Y) I hope I get agape.