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Last night was Kenny's birthday party at Trevor's house. As usual, a whole bunch of bad shit went down after we left that caused an awesome amount of drama today. Everyone has to stop getting drunk on the weekends because this shit is getting old, either that or everyone needs to learn how to keep their drunken dicks in their goddamn pants because this is BS.
Anyhow, it's been a week since Trini died, kind of amazing really how fast the weeks go here. I was in a good mood when I woke up, looking forward to just sort of being with friends and enjoying myself but now, not so much the case and it's really getting me down, really, really down. I'm doing well in the 'trying to move on' thing that I've convinced myself I need to do. It's so hard though, when you have such strong feelings for someone for so long. He's literally been all I think about for almost a year now and it sucks that I've let myself get this deep into it. I should have never let it happen because now it's just torture. I'm not going to bore you with my words of self pity any longer however, because who wants to fucking hear that, right?
Ugh.
The End.
Anyhow, it's been a week since Trini died, kind of amazing really how fast the weeks go here. I was in a good mood when I woke up, looking forward to just sort of being with friends and enjoying myself but now, not so much the case and it's really getting me down, really, really down. I'm doing well in the 'trying to move on' thing that I've convinced myself I need to do. It's so hard though, when you have such strong feelings for someone for so long. He's literally been all I think about for almost a year now and it sucks that I've let myself get this deep into it. I should have never let it happen because now it's just torture. I'm not going to bore you with my words of self pity any longer however, because who wants to fucking hear that, right?
Ugh.
The End.