Sep 04, 2006 06:41
i tried some 2ci with Amanda and stayed up till 10 am the other nite
i freaked out a lil bit at my house, then watched the room breath for a while (neat) and then walked to the beach and watched the sun come up with her as the drug was peaking, there was no one on the beach expect for a couple surfers and 2 people playing music on bongos and guitar, and us
it was kind of overcast so as the sun came up it cast the most amazing lavender glow over the entire beach and the sky,
the sun was completely missing from the sky,
but the light it gave off through the clouds and on the water and beach was...amazing
it was the most beautiful experience of my life
i love her.
ive been having alot of mixed emotions about my life lately,
trying to figure out what i want and where im going,
im sure its a phase, but its hard to get by and enjoy life when my brain wont shut up
and just let me enjoy the moment im in, instead of worrying about the moment that is coming up
being on the road alot of the year tends to warp the way you look at life
kinda like how people act differently when they come out of prison or the army
'there is a certain amount of truth in prison' - charles manson
after getting my new guitars, i have a new love for guitar,
im starting to understand soloing and phrasing alot more
im very happy with the progress ive made
someone come jam some blues with me.