Mar 05, 2008 03:25
every time!!! every SINGLE DAMN time!!!! when i should be writing my paper (which was due friday, yes, past tense!) i'm fucking around, i'm not doing anything productive, hell, i even stopped doing anything COUNTER-productive ages ago!!! i'm doing absolutely NOTHING!! i've been staring at my empty word doc for god only knows how long, willing my paper to write itself, so far, it hasn't worked yet... goddamn!
i really shouldn't be in school!! i have no will power, work ethic, sense of duty, whatever it is that normal people have that make it possible for them to meet deadline, i really DON'T have, REALLY!!! i know i'm screwed, but i can't bring myself to really freak out and panic and pound out a halfway decent paper, *SIGH*
what the fuck was i thinking taking higher education? clearly i'm not cut out to go to school. and i have to finish, i'm already more than halfway done my degree. fuck. i hate school.
love me!
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