How true (or fickle) is the heart of a fangirl?
i sporadically ponder if my love for kame is true. (?!?!? - right?)
...*ahem* that is, i wonder if i saw another pretty asian idol before discovering the yumminess that is kame, would i be their fangirl instead of kame's?
because really, the fangirl's heart (in my experience) is a very fickle thing! especially since i only dabbled in the je fandom because i was bored with all the fandoms i was into! it's kinda strange! i can't imagine who life would be if i didn't have kame to squee over, really! well, other than higher grades, presumably if, all the energy expended in the name of kame, would be otherwise directed into studying...
because it was only by chance that i fell (hard) into the fandom; my good friend who i constantly poked fun at, due to her love of asian pretty boys, gave me a list of dramas to watch, and one day being ridiculously bored, i did!
and the thing is, kame wasn't even in my first choice of drama to watch! i originally intended to watch some romantic comedy (or so i'm told, i never finished it) korean drama, but completely out-of-the-blue, i had the urge to watch a high school drama, with little or no romance, so i just randomly picked from the list, nobuta wo produce. and thus, an obesssion is born.
omg, i think i must have watched the first (X)minutes like 15 times! i couldn't believe that there could be someone out in this world so freakishly good looking!! it was mind-boggling!!! even before finishing the first episode, i had to know everything about kamenashi kazuya, his age, birthday, blood type, everything! i wikipedia-ed him and everything! and then comes the drug that ate my brain...lj... but more on how lj ate my brain another day!
anyways, so kame is super fine, okay, common knowledge, got it, but i have to wonder, if i had found someone else before him, or ended up watching that kdrama, would i be obsessing over someone else? another fandom? cuz since nobuta, i've only watched jdramas, and creeped kame fansites, kame performances, kame interviews, all things kame! and it's kinda strange to think that another pretty boy, not kame, would be in my life (so to speak) right now, so strange! and wrong! and i'd like to think i wouldn't abandon my fave idol for the next up and coming thing!
i was really relieved that i fell for kame, cuz he has such a huge fan base it's retarded! so more info shared, more info exchanged, and most importantly, more fanfic written! i shudder to think that i could have fallen for a lesser known idol for the lack of fanfics!!!
anyways, this is just me penning (typing) down my hopes that i will never lose interest in kame, and that he will always be forever interesting to the japanese (and world) public and there will continually be more stuff (dramas, tv appearances, solos, etc...), because i can't imagine life without the girly squees and happy dances i execute when i see something kame related.
and i've decided, call it fate or whatever, but me and my love (obsession) for kame is meant to be! i just wish i found him sooner!
(i know, i sound like such a creep!)
love me!
...*ahem* that is, i wonder if i saw another pretty asian idol before discovering the yumminess that is kame, would i be their fangirl instead of kame's?
because really, the fangirl's heart (in my experience) is a very fickle thing! especially since i only dabbled in the je fandom because i was bored with all the fandoms i was into! it's kinda strange! i can't imagine who life would be if i didn't have kame to squee over, really! well, other than higher grades, presumably if, all the energy expended in the name of kame, would be otherwise directed into studying...
because it was only by chance that i fell (hard) into the fandom; my good friend who i constantly poked fun at, due to her love of asian pretty boys, gave me a list of dramas to watch, and one day being ridiculously bored, i did!
and the thing is, kame wasn't even in my first choice of drama to watch! i originally intended to watch some romantic comedy (or so i'm told, i never finished it) korean drama, but completely out-of-the-blue, i had the urge to watch a high school drama, with little or no romance, so i just randomly picked from the list, nobuta wo produce. and thus, an obesssion is born.
omg, i think i must have watched the first (X)minutes like 15 times! i couldn't believe that there could be someone out in this world so freakishly good looking!! it was mind-boggling!!! even before finishing the first episode, i had to know everything about kamenashi kazuya, his age, birthday, blood type, everything! i wikipedia-ed him and everything! and then comes the drug that ate my brain...lj... but more on how lj ate my brain another day!
anyways, so kame is super fine, okay, common knowledge, got it, but i have to wonder, if i had found someone else before him, or ended up watching that kdrama, would i be obsessing over someone else? another fandom? cuz since nobuta, i've only watched jdramas, and creeped kame fansites, kame performances, kame interviews, all things kame! and it's kinda strange to think that another pretty boy, not kame, would be in my life (so to speak) right now, so strange! and wrong! and i'd like to think i wouldn't abandon my fave idol for the next up and coming thing!
i was really relieved that i fell for kame, cuz he has such a huge fan base it's retarded! so more info shared, more info exchanged, and most importantly, more fanfic written! i shudder to think that i could have fallen for a lesser known idol for the lack of fanfics!!!
anyways, this is just me penning (typing) down my hopes that i will never lose interest in kame, and that he will always be forever interesting to the japanese (and world) public and there will continually be more stuff (dramas, tv appearances, solos, etc...), because i can't imagine life without the girly squees and happy dances i execute when i see something kame related.
and i've decided, call it fate or whatever, but me and my love (obsession) for kame is meant to be! i just wish i found him sooner!
(i know, i sound like such a creep!)
love me!