Sep 05, 2006 21:18
my thoughts are so mixed up and my feelings just as much these days.
i find myself zoning out more often than normal and when i regain consciousness, i don't realize where i am.
like i'm the narrator of my own life that's spiraling out of control due to my bidding, i am sharing my life with my very own tyler durden.
it's difficult for me to gather myself; i feel like i have shattered into a million tiny shards and those that care are the ones that stop as they are walking by and help to build me back to what i was.
these people are the ones that constantly offer their help and aide to me.
you know who you are and i thank you for always being there for me.
i miss heather and samantha and hanging out with them every night.
despite what was going on and despite why they were initially here, every night was carefree and we as a family kept each other's minds off of our current situation ahead of and behind us.
two-and-a-half weeks could not come any slower.