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i just don't understand how i can have such an amazing life--overflowing with family, friends, and love--and still be depressed about it.
with all of the things and events going on around me while the world is disintegrating from wars, hate, power, oil, and money, i have the audacity to sit here and feel depressed about my life.
why have i been blessed with everything i have in life while others pass away and are forgotten about?
why have i been given the things i have been given?
i don't want them; i want others to have everything i have.
i can't take it.
i can't take having the perfect life while others have loss and are doing miserably.
i never wanted these things for myself; i have always wanted them for others, whether they be strangers or family.
don't give me this, God, for i do not deserve it.
be with everyone else and watch over every soul but mine, i want others to have this.
i want others to experience this, i want them to feel this, to live this, to love this like i do.
be with them.
with all of the things and events going on around me while the world is disintegrating from wars, hate, power, oil, and money, i have the audacity to sit here and feel depressed about my life.
why have i been blessed with everything i have in life while others pass away and are forgotten about?
why have i been given the things i have been given?
i don't want them; i want others to have everything i have.
i can't take it.
i can't take having the perfect life while others have loss and are doing miserably.
i never wanted these things for myself; i have always wanted them for others, whether they be strangers or family.
don't give me this, God, for i do not deserve it.
be with everyone else and watch over every soul but mine, i want others to have this.
i want others to experience this, i want them to feel this, to live this, to love this like i do.
be with them.