Jul 11, 2007 00:09
good bomb- mom's liver is better than expected (still bad though)
bad bomb- during full abdomninal scan to re-re-recheck out liver, "problems" with her lungs were spotted. i don't have details, but on the immediate "head's up" phonecall, the word "surgery" was dropped.
mixed bomb- the reason i was a backdoor man for a year and a half during the formative 18-19.5 years... she thought she wasn't "fun, interesting, or intelligent" enough to "hold my interest". As a result, i've lived my life, romantically speaking, thinking that i'm worthless and "fun on the side" at best. good to know that was worth it... or something.
i am disappointed how little any of you have donated to my own personal make-a-wish collection.
bad bomb- i got the "btw, we're going to kick you out" email from my advisor because of health issues telling me to "file for SS disability". I can't wait to tell people how i'm ineligible because graduate school, my work study jobs, and all of the summer employment dont' remotely qualify me for disability. "but you can be like everyone else and rely on your family". during the year between undergrad and grad school, i was kicked out of the house until i could pay rent. it's not like i hadn't tried to get a job, i did apply to 107 or so... but yes, i ended up being a good little guinea pig for a drug company to satisfy my evil grandmother.
woohoo! I'm screwed.
now hurry up and buy me my silly little unsafe car before i can't control my legs enough to drive it off a cliff. k? k. no, srsly? srsly k thx.
and claire is a filthy filthy flaky fucking whore.