Dec 12, 2004 04:46
Well, like I said, I’d update when it wasn’t so late. I guess technically its not really late, it’s just really freaking early. Oh well, I can’t sleep and I’m bored. Right now myself and Nick Leque just put shaving cream all over Chris Laney’s head because he passed out due to *cough*alcohol*cough*. But you’ll have that. Anywho, I’ll start back with Friday. I’ll make this short so as not to bore people, although it was an amazing time. Chris came down to Cincy, we partied at Sigma Alpha Mu, went to a strip club (the best one that I’ve ever been to I might add), and then came back to the frat house to party some more. I had been thinking about rushing this frat for a while now and getting to know the brothers. Well apparently they liked me. One of the dudes said that he was not going to stop bothering me until I told him I’d pledge. So I thought about it and decided that I should just get it out of the way because the benefits would be great. Today I packed up my stuff, check out of my dorm and drove Chris home, well, back to his college at least. On the way up, we had one of the best talks I’ve had in a long while. Nothing really in particular, just I don’t have discussions with anyone anymore. Well, with the people at UC at least. Anyways, came home, went out to eat with the fam, had a great time there. I miss my dad a lot when I’m at school. He’s one of, if not, my best friend. Anyways, after I got home from dinner, I met up with Ryan, Andrew, David, and Alex at the mall. Well, on one of our laps, I’m pretty damn certain hell froze over because none other than Ashley Pace went out of her way to talk to me. I saw her across the mall, but wasn’t going to say anything, because I still thought that she didn’t want to have anything to do with me. Oddly enough, I was wrong, and pretty fucking wrong at that. She came up and gave me a hug and just started talking to me, I was in shock for at least a few minutes. I didn’t know what to say. I was literally speechless. The strange part is, we picked up from where we left off like nothing ever happened between us. Which I guess is a good thing. It’s best to leave the past where it belongs. So after about ten or so minutes of talking to her my friends said they were going to leave and I told them I’d catch up with them in a little bit. So Ashley and I talked for a little while longer, then I decided to leave and go back with my friends. I said it was very nice talking to her again, I gave her a hug and left. Utterly confused, I called the only person who knows this situation almost as well as I do, knows how I feel, and thinks logically. Chris Games would be that person. He just helped me think through what the hell was going on. So after we were both baffled for a while on the phone, we said our fair wells and I arrived at the strip. I’m there for about two minutes and then my phone rings. Its miss Pace. And she wanted to hang out with me. Seriously, I mean like a month ago, I probably would have had a heart attack. I’m not saying that I’m not happy that she’s talking to me again, its just that I’m not going to rush into this friendship until I have all my chickens lined up in a row and all those proverbs and stuff. I told her that I was hanging out with my friends tonight and she sighed and said ok, and I told her that I would call her later in the week. I guess that was the right thing to do. I know that staying with my friends was the definite right thing to do. I am glad she talked to me though. I miss having such a good relationship. Anyways, I got home, actually to Dan’s house, and got online, and she was on, so I decided to say hey. We talked for a little bit and part of our conversation goes as follows.
SuperMatt 3D 2: no offense, but tonight was a complete shock for me, i really thought you'd never talk to me again, and then when you called me i was like woahhhhh haha
SuperMatt 3D 2: but its nice to be talking to you again
Pace3205: ya
SuperMatt 3D 2: if you don't mind my asking, what made you say hi to me tonight? if you don't wanna talk about it, its cool too
Pace3205: things dont bother me with what happened anymore so i jsut let it go
SuperMatt 3D 2: good plan, and i'll do the same
Pace3205: adn i was actually thinking i'd see you at the mall
SuperMatt 3D 2: you know what wierd
Pace3205: and i said oh suck it up ash and said hi.. he was only one of your best friends
SuperMatt 3D 2: i read your away message before i left, and i was like wouldn't it be wierd if i saw her tonight....waht would i do?
Two things. One: that really shows to me that she’s ready to be friends with me again, and Two: I read her away message before I left to go out, and thought to myself, jokingly, I’ll probably see her tonight, I wonder what I’ll do. Evidently God did want us to be friends after all.
On another note, thank God that David’s dad is alright. I don’t know what would happen if either one of us lost our dads. They’re both like fathers to us both.
And on that note, I’m gonna peace on out this bitch and get me some beaty rest, because we all know, I could sure use as much as I can get. Goodnight all.
ps. i guess i didn't do so good on that short to not be boring thing...oh well, READ IT ALL ANYWAYS!