Guilt, longing, and other useless emotions

[matthewlafon]

I thought about all the things I didn't like about you in hopes to make myself feel better. The list wasn't very long and it just made me feel guilty and worse. . . The list of things I miss about you was much longer:
Your hair
Your eyes
Your stummy
Your hairy chest
Your obnoxious laugh
Your smile
The way you smell
Your hugs
The way you touch my back
The way you look into my eyes
The way we lie in my bed together
Our conversations about Regina and life
Our conversations about my friends and your friends
HSN together at night
Feeding you chocolate
Your voice
Your hands
Your car
Your reassurance
Your penis

The list could go on and on but I won't bore and or disgust strangers any longer.