Week 11

May 15, 2007 13:30

A complete newness

3 years later, you've wirlwind back into my life
nothings changed
except my confidence

strawberry milk, and snakes, best days of my life
green eyes looking over me
as the sunlight lit your face

as i let one go, your replacement
you come back
guilty......

the loss, it feels like you're my reward for independance.
i dont want to feel good about leaving
but.... i do

the guilt is rising, why do i let u make me feel this way?
am i obliged to long for you?
do i have to remind u that i want you?

rhetorical... cause i know you will never answer
you never could
the indecisiveness of your ways, what pushed me

i wish you well, but the time has come
im growing a forest now
though i am still a mushroom
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