'walk slowly, the rest of your life my dare.'
well today was defenitly something eles
started work, which means... waking up at five, working while getting bitten up by any insect that can bite you, allergies kicking my ass, sweating like crazy. it's my 4th year, but it's never been this hard.
of working...
+ i get some color!
- no sleep
+ very good money
- not understanding a word of what anyone says.
so if u dont know yet, i do landscaping n i work for 6 hours stright, and then have a 30min break, then 2 more hours
i relaly wanted to go out tonite, but couldn't... and out of the... ehh maybe like 5 people i called only 2 called back, but it's better to have 2 people who care than 10 who use you, i'm sick of being used or getting the feeling of being used.
i forgot what i was typing about, but every thing works for a reason and yeah... i'll just keep beliving in that
but oh well, got my whole life ahead of me, i'm gone