I really dont know how to put this
The sent of winter sure brings back memories. Its kind of deppressing. Just walking around the city alone makes me think of things i used to do in the winter. The people i used to spend time with. All gone. Its been almost a year now since i first laid eyes on happiness. I miss it. I miss it soo much. Its just a faded memory in the back of my head that wants to come out with the smell of the air, with the mittens and scarfs i put on, with the constant reminder of how things really are. Tonight, i would pour my heart out to you, if you asked me to. Tonight i would suck everything up just to here you say inside jokes. Tonight i remind myself that im not perfect, i'm not always right, and i'm not always right in my justifications. Tonight i think of you in my cold room. I think of us watching movies and never getting out of bed. I think of stupid things we did and how we did them. Tonight i think back to s time were i felt whole. Tonight I try and go to sleep early.
Don't Hate me
Don't Hate me