Apr 24, 2005 22:42
To Her:
I thought one time, a while back, with somebody, that I would fade away and everything would be better. Well, that happened. Just not the way I planned. Although I planned on fading away myself, something came along and it happened. Now she is happy. That was the goal, right? Well, since that achieved the results I was going after, maybe that's what should happen now. I'm sorry for the stress that I have added, and the time I have wasted. However, I hope, from all of my heart, that you do not turn your back on me either. This is going to sound like a used-out line, but all I want is for you to be happy. If that means me going away in order for there to be no stress in your life, so be it. At least you will smile again. But I never regret the times I did make you smile. And, as crazy as it may seem, I hope there are more. I love you, even though, as you, i do not exactly know how, but just know that I do.
Prom (sigh)