Apr 18, 2006 20:26
Experiments in communicating and interacting with other human beings!
I finally realized why people I don't know at all open up to me. I would never violate that trust.
My intentions are good. I can't let this sort of power and responsibility become carelessly weilded. Yes, I re-examined honor and chose to reintegrate its good points into my character and ethics. Character is everything.
Someone supposedly so powerful folded like a cardhouse, and it didn't give me any satisfaction. It was effortless. He left the situation better than when he came, I can tell.
What's burned is never returned, whats learned can't be unlearned, and I regret nothing. There was nothing I could have done to avoid becoming who I am, and develop my senses and thinking the way I've developed them. I couldn't fake it if I wanted to, and I definitely don't want to. There is no happiness or self-satisfaction compared to this. I built something I carry with me no matter where I am, and it will carry me.
Love is a choice, make no mistake about it. I chose it.
-Matt