well fuck..
well fuck, it's a new favorite phrase that i kinda hate using and yes well.. lets see what have i been up to hmm... work work work .. hanging out with some friends and missing others alot... and i wonder if they miss me aswell.. but yea i'm not really in the best of moods i couldn't tell you why it's very strange, i'm very happy for two friends of mine i think they are awesome and i hope they stay with it for a long long time. i'm rambling at this point.. i dunno i have so much on my mind right now. i wanna change, i wanna change really bad and i just hope that i am strong enough to. i wanna start writing again so i think i may have to. but i'mma get going i'll update more later and hopefully i will have something fun to talk about right now though i think its time to dance...