May 07, 2008 00:19
the following will probably not make any sense what-so-ever. basically because
1) i don't really care
2) it's a zero carb day so my brain is toasted
3) i'm tired
4) oh, did i mention i don't really care? alright good.
so i guess at some point i should probably put some clothes on, but honestly, it's fucking comfortable to lay on your bed butt ass naked post-shower, and type on the macbook. internet it up, if you will. hahaa, but one hour later, and i'm still one hundred percent comfortable. hahaha. oh, did i mention my window is wide open? yeah whatever. this is me. this is me not caring. notice the similarity.
i guess my classes start next week? lolz. is it bad that i don't have my student ID, my books, any idea where my classes are, or anything like that yet ?whatever. i'm supposed to move next week, but i don't really have the money to. that's sort of more important. actually, at the top of the totem pole of importance is the job hunt. don't get me wrong, i love ruehl, but i don't really love the money from ruehl. i'd rather work closer to where i'm moving (more on that next) , make more money, and have less stress. i'll save ruehl for one or two days a week a the most, and try and move them around the evenings on the weekends, that way i get out of work, and go out. yeah, sounds like a pretty good plan to me.
i' d love to get a job at starbucks, i've wanted a job there for like, years ? seriously. but where i'll probably end up will pay more, be more of a pain in the ass, and even more boring, but whatever... if it gets me the room situated, the car running, and everything else balanced properly.. then it's worth it in the end.
this summer will be one of hard work ( what else is new) , but should be amazing in terms of what happens.
and wow. i just had a flashback of spring semester 07 for me. and i freaking forgot just how much i loved it. i was everywhere at once. tarpon campus, clearwater campus, working at ruehl, working at the informaton commons, differential equations, physics, everything. it was freaking awesome. man. i remember the cafe opened, i remember so much. i remember being the only one to use the gym. i remember getting yelled at in the gym. i remember it all. i remember walking from place to place, i remember losing the engine in my car. i remember drifting in the parking lot, and getting the provost to yell at me. i remember the moped.
so much has changed.
so much is still the same.