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i need to purge before i explode.
uni: has been a weird experience. i thought i could do it. i have a very lax studying capabilities when it comes to something i'm not overly interested in. surveying is fine but not sure whether it's my gig or not. session 4 saw me hit the deck when X was born due to the fact i was only just scraping by and then after he was born i missed one session that was really important to the whole course and since then i have been pushing the proverbial uphill. come last friday i found i have to do 3 sessions work in under a month and it's not looking rosy for getting it all finished. which leads me to the fact of why that is....
moving house: we decided to move back to QLD. that's great. only thing is i'm not 100% i have work up there and also we pretty much have to get our house packed up and shipped back by at least the start to mid december....6 weeks to get that done. bugger. so uni and moving house are wicked fun when placed together. lets factor in.....work.
work: since i have the ability to get shit done a lot of the big jobs are being thrown at me. i am fine with that. i can handle a workload. thing is that one of the guys they just employed as a surveyor has quit and i am thinking that want me to take his workload. his job is the bass highway job which is roughly 2 hours from where i live. so 4 hours travel every day on top of uni and moving house plus my current workload. not cool.
this coupled with the fact i am not coping overly well with a few other aspects in my life makes me a little uneasy. i feel much better for getting it out and being able to look at it but it's still annoying. bah.....life...what are we doing? who are we trying to kid? why cant we just live it comfortably.
actually now that i think about it most of that stuff rolls back to me and my inability to act when needed. i as only berating my brother with this fact beforehand and i am doing it myself.
uni: has been a weird experience. i thought i could do it. i have a very lax studying capabilities when it comes to something i'm not overly interested in. surveying is fine but not sure whether it's my gig or not. session 4 saw me hit the deck when X was born due to the fact i was only just scraping by and then after he was born i missed one session that was really important to the whole course and since then i have been pushing the proverbial uphill. come last friday i found i have to do 3 sessions work in under a month and it's not looking rosy for getting it all finished. which leads me to the fact of why that is....
moving house: we decided to move back to QLD. that's great. only thing is i'm not 100% i have work up there and also we pretty much have to get our house packed up and shipped back by at least the start to mid december....6 weeks to get that done. bugger. so uni and moving house are wicked fun when placed together. lets factor in.....work.
work: since i have the ability to get shit done a lot of the big jobs are being thrown at me. i am fine with that. i can handle a workload. thing is that one of the guys they just employed as a surveyor has quit and i am thinking that want me to take his workload. his job is the bass highway job which is roughly 2 hours from where i live. so 4 hours travel every day on top of uni and moving house plus my current workload. not cool.
this coupled with the fact i am not coping overly well with a few other aspects in my life makes me a little uneasy. i feel much better for getting it out and being able to look at it but it's still annoying. bah.....life...what are we doing? who are we trying to kid? why cant we just live it comfortably.
actually now that i think about it most of that stuff rolls back to me and my inability to act when needed. i as only berating my brother with this fact beforehand and i am doing it myself.