May 08, 2008 05:55
must be the time for visitors at the moment. i have someone stalking me in my house and in my dreams. all last night while i was dreaming i was a aware there was someone else sharing my dream and it was a very uncomfortable presence.
the dream goes: i was in a 2 storey house with my eldest brother and for some reason i was wanted for murder and all i had was a revolver with 4 shots in it that kept falling apart if i touched it. the person i was "sharing" the dream with announced they were coming for me then their presence dropped away and pretty much materialised in the dream as this black shadow styled figure who was trying to kill me. i crept down stairs to see what was going on and the figure fired a single shot at me which it told me was a warning and i should leave. i ducked behind this massive stack of news papers and it told me there was no point because it could shoot straight through and kill me if it wanted to. it said it was going to kill my brother if i didn't "face what was coming" so i stood and took 2 shots to the face and chest and i remember just standing there and thinking "this is what it feels like" and then there was nothing visual. it was like i had closed my eyes and i just began floating and the figure said "next time you'll know better" but not in a harsh way but with some sort of "there's a lesson for you, sorry you had to learn it that way."
i'm wondering if i stumbled into someone else dream or someone came into mine to teach me something or it was all just a very "real" dream.
have dreamt of our little baby for a few night in a row. again no speaking just telepathic stuff. like an understanding between us and everything is just freakin awesome. if the baby arrives half as spiritual as i have been dreaming it's going to be a freak of nature. hahaha