This song is just... it fits.

[mattabulous]

Dreaming comes so easily
Cause it's all that I've known
True love is a fairy tale
I'm damaged
So how would i know

I'm scared
And I'm alone
I'm ashamed
And I need for you to know

I didn't say all the things I wanted to say
But you can't take back
What you keep taking away
Cause I feel you
I feel you, near me

The feeling comes so painfully
And it chills to the bone
many won't get close to me
I'm damaged
As I'm sure you know

I'm scared
And I'm alone
I'm ashamed
And I need for you to know

I didn't say all the things I wanted to say
But you cant take back
What you keep taking away
Cause I feel you
I feel you, near me

I can't go back ...

I must go on ...