May 25, 2004 03:57
I'm going to be single the rest of my life...
No matter what, women look at me as a brother or friend. I can't seem to lose that image. Why is it that they only get attracted to guys who treat them like shit? Case in point...Ashellee and Rob are trying things out again...Mindy and I went out with them, and the whole time Mindy is wondering how two people as close as me and Ashellee and who apparently have a spark between them aren't dating...this is just the lastest in a long list of incidents that have led me to believe that I'm never going to find a woman...
It's kinda pathetic, but I really want to go to Iraq so I have an excuse to be single...I honestly think this is the most depressed I've been in four years...I just want to curl up in my room and listen to Type O all day.