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what should i say then?
the show's been closed for a week now and i'm still out of it. i sort of want to go into work everyday. it was nice having a job for awhile, but then again. i'm happy to be at home with my family as well.
it's nice to be domestic for a time.
ioan starts promoing for king arthur in a month or so and there's talk of the lot of us taking a vacation, but then ian is still in school so we really can't at the mo.
soon though. aye, i promise you that much.
i feel like i've missed so much in the past few months of psycho work. carys is crawling now, rhys is walking...and ian's grown at least three inches.
it doesn't feel like me babes are really attached to me anymore, not like they were before work at least. that hurts...i wish that i could've been there for them...i sort of feel like i abandoned me wee ones but...what can i do?
so that's where i am right now.
lost, but glad to be home.
i want to make things right...the only problem is that i don't know how.
the show's been closed for a week now and i'm still out of it. i sort of want to go into work everyday. it was nice having a job for awhile, but then again. i'm happy to be at home with my family as well.
it's nice to be domestic for a time.
ioan starts promoing for king arthur in a month or so and there's talk of the lot of us taking a vacation, but then ian is still in school so we really can't at the mo.
soon though. aye, i promise you that much.
i feel like i've missed so much in the past few months of psycho work. carys is crawling now, rhys is walking...and ian's grown at least three inches.
it doesn't feel like me babes are really attached to me anymore, not like they were before work at least. that hurts...i wish that i could've been there for them...i sort of feel like i abandoned me wee ones but...what can i do?
so that's where i am right now.
lost, but glad to be home.
i want to make things right...the only problem is that i don't know how.