ihatewhaticreate

[matt_matters_85]

Well... crazy is as crazy does and i'm going crazy just because.

I - hate - what I - create.

Well I finally lost it
now i'm my own worst enemy
i'm my own hostage
how can this be?

I put a gun upto my head
and finally told myself to shut the fuck up
Why am I still talking? Shut the fuck up!
I better start walking
before I get shot the fuck up!

I can't call the cops
I cut all the phone chords
I can't stop
I just stole something I couldn't afford

Remember Charles Manson?
I was that man's son
Just kidding!
I just wanna have some fun!

I play with words like I play with fire
I won't burn your house down
You can trust me, i'm a pathalogical liar

You look at me like i'm crazy
and then I realize it's true
'cause i'm looking in the mirror at you
and you're me, myself, and I
we're all the same people in disguise

I can't be honest anymore
Honesty's too real to me and
that's how I feel
I can't even be myself anymore
'cause i'm too real
So to hell with me
Tell me, what's the deal?

A natural born killer
a natural born heel
I'm not even happy
eating a happy meal
'cause if it's McDonalds
it's a crappy meal

I play with words in my own head
and they don't even make any sense
Th voices in my head
don't even know what they meant
when they said what they said

and I dread the day I don't know what to say
but I guess there's no way around it now.
You'll find all the love we've found
in the lost and found now

All the sense i've made wasn't made to make any sense in the first place, but I made it anyway!