Charlie Horse...

[matt_matters_85]

Haha.. I just typed that out, and it made me think of "Charlie Hass."

God damn, am I in pain?! GOOD QUESTION! YES I AM!!

Surprisingly, no bruise, though--the bone is probably bruised. Haha.

I don't know what that was, but it was definitely something, and I hope everyone got their money's worth! Haha! That's right! Money!

Worthless.

"That about sums it up!" In responce from a friend to a poem I wrote about how I feel I connect with him. Scary-comforting. I'm ridiculously calm; comfortably nervous.

I am the voice inside your head
and I control you
I am the lover in your bed
and I control you
I am the sex that you provide
and I control you
I am the hate you try to hide
and I control you
I take you where you want to go
I give you all you need to know
I drag you down I use you up
Mr. Self-destruct
I speak religion's message clear
and I control you
I am denial guilt and fear
and I control you
I am the prayers of the naive
and I control you
I am the lie that you believe
and I control you
I take you where you want to go
I give you all you need to know
I drag you down I use you up
Mr. Self-destruct
I am the needle in your vein
and I control you
I am the high you can't sustain
and I control you
I am the pusher I'm a whore
and I control you
I am the need you have for more
and I control you
I am the bullet in the gun
and I control you
I am the truth from which you run
and I control you
I am the silencing machine
and I control you
I am the end of all your dreams
and I control you
I take you where you want to go
I give you all you need to know
I drag you down I use you up
Mr. Self-destruct